That 'Accidental' Discovery

That 'Accidental' Discovery

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The boot is the foundation of my faith. When my faith is well founded with a good boot size, only then can I get up and start walking. After I made this analogy, I discovered a quote in the Qur'an, "Have you not considered how Allah presents an example, [making] a good word like a good tree, whose root is firmly fixed and its branches [high] in the sky?" Simple coincidental occurrence? But to me, it means a whole lot more.

That 'Accidental' Discovery

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That Final Push to My Shahada

That Final Push to My Shahada

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"How did you know it was the right time for you to convert?" After all, I was reading, listening, believing completely and changing my outlook on life, but I still didn't know what the 'right' time was. My friend said, "There isn't a right time, Sister. Knowledge will always come to you along the way. You just have to know that your heart is there."

That Final Push to My Shahada

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My First Congregational Prayer

My First Congregational Prayer

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You know how everyone says you cry when you finally find your own revelation? They aren't lying. I found it there. The feeling cannot be put into words. At best, it's like finally finding someone, something you've never known you've lost.

My First Congregational Prayer

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Learning to Pray (Solat)

Learning to Pray (Solat)

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One of the things I've always looked forward to was learning how to pray when I started learning about Islam. Because the beautiful thing about doing the Salat is that you don't pray for your own needs. You just worship God.

Learning to Pray (Solat)

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Seeking Knowledge, but Meeting Dead Ends

Seeking Knowledge, but Meeting Dead Ends

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Why is it evil to want to know the reasons why the Church teachings go a certain way? And if it is evil, why can't you give me an answer so I won't be led down evil? Why do you say I am not ready? When will I be?

Seeking Knowledge, but Meeting Dead Ends

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I Needed to Grow with God, so I Left My Religion.

I Needed to Grow with God, so I Left My Religion.

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After talking to the people I have encountered with so far, I began to ask myself, ultimately, do the questions I am asking really matter? After all, it is unlike me to care so much about the trivial 'technicalities' of my Faith, but I kind of mind more that my faith should be able to help ME grow with God.

I Needed to Grow with God, so I Left My Religion.

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Debates with My Dad

Debates with My Dad

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Before, I have never had the courage to face up to this and instead shelved my questions for years. My parents keep saying there is this change in me, but this is happening not because I have changed my beliefs, but because I am finally on my way to seek for myself my own true faith.

Debates with My Dad

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The Road Less Traveled

The Road Less Traveled

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Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,And sorry I could not travel bothAnd be one traveler, long I stoodAnd looked...

The Road Less Traveled

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The Contradictions of the Trinity

The Contradictions of the Trinity

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Fed up with the analogies trying to explain the concept of the Trinity, I decided to compile my own list of quotes from the Bible to sieve out whether or not Jesus ever mentioned that He is equal to, or part of God. The result? Even he rejects it.

The Contradictions of the Trinity

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What Losing Your Religion Feels Like

What Losing Your Religion Feels Like

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Losing your religion is a gradual thing. It creeps on you over the years, until one day you cannot take it anymore and say, "I need to do something about this." But losing your religion shouldn't mean losing your faith.

What Losing Your Religion Feels Like

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Wanting to Fear God

Wanting to Fear God

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Somehow I was never God-fearing. My religion taught me that God loves me so much that He will forgive all my sins, so what is there to fear? Will that STOP me from sinning further, or if I do sin, would I feel so awful and want so badly to repent and be forgiven?

Wanting to Fear God

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The Gift

The Gift

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Gifts are meant to be temporary, yet, we treat them as if they are eternally bound to us. Guard our heart, because what is deserving of our endless thoughts and our expectations is the only One who isn’t temporary: the Gift-Giver.

The Gift

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