A New Muslim's Diary
9 Misconceptions of a Chinese Muslimah Convert in Singapore
No, we did not become Malay, we are still Chinese. We don't eat pork, but that doesn't make us any less 'Chinese'. As much as we appreciate your concern, we'd rather you see that we've chosen Islam for the beauty of the Faith rather than for the misconceptions which you hold of it.
Types of Stagnant Muslims... And How to Get Out of Becoming One
As I will be soon starting a new life in a place with a very small network of Muslims, I am constantly in fear that my iman and taqwa will be compromised. As such, this post is a reminder to myself to constantly seek knowledge no matter where I am, for the sake of Allah.
Respect Us, Take off your Hijab
Isn't Mary the mother of Jesus/Isa. shown everywhere wearing the hijab, even in paintings, statues of her? I wish I'd said, "How is Mary the mother of Jesus any different? How is it that you can respect her so much, yet you don't respect me?"
It has been slightly more than a month since I made the promise to Allah (s.w.t) that I'd be in hijab for good. I've come far from being concerned about physical appearances because I can now see the glow (Nur) in the faces of the women who are truly at peace and joy with their faith, and that is the most beautiful appearance of all because it shines from within.
This Eid, there is still a cause to celebrate. Because with terror and evil, goodness and hope is not only just present, it becomes stronger. And as the lines of humanity in the world become more and more blurred, I'd just remember to look to the normal civilians, the kids, the everyday people. The ones who smile despite all the hardship. They are the ones who are displaying the purest examples of love, peace and unwavering faith.
As Muslims, we are always told to see difficult events in our lives as tests from God. He gives us these tests because He knows we are capable of overcoming it, and in turn, become closer in our journey to Him. And we should NEVER ever get angry with Him or cry "Why, God? Why did You do this to me?" because that insults the Plan that He has for us.
It's a fact- Muslim converts in Singapore are left to fend for themselves after their conversion. It's easy to be misguided, since I don't know where to start, or how to proceed.
Over these past 23 years, my view of the world have been so shockingly narrow. And I'm not proud to say that the past me would pass war news for World Cup news - but when one actually cares to know what it is happening in the world around, it doesn't take an idiot to see how wronged, tortured and oppressed Muslims all over the world are, and who are the true oppressors.
Adapting to a New, Muslim Lifestyle
It's been about 5 weeks since I reverted to Islam, and since then, I have been trying to adapt to my new lifestyle: food, prayers and clothing. These small things can help me grow to work on my personal willpower for bigger things, which I know I can be weak in.